Monday, January 14, 2008

Will u allow your boyfriend stay with other girls?

Will u allow your boyfriend to stay with other girls?
Actually, what I mean is will girls allow their boyfriend to rent a house and stay with other girls under one roof? Maybe probably most of the girls will have no opinion to this question. But for me, I never thought this will happen to me, myself.
I admit, I really can’t accept it at first. Yes, you can say that I am not so-called-generous. Why I behave like this? i also want to be like other girls, “ti liang’ their bf, I just feel, bad. Am I doubting our love, or him? Is it that, I lack of confidence to myself, or him, or our relationship? What am I afraid of? Why I always want to make him unhappy?
He has no choice, that’s why he made this decision. I should respect his decision, but why I behave in such a way?
What is the best solution?
Why I am scare?
What am I thinking?

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

yooong!!!
dont be sad, things will be great, i understand how it feels and i can tell you it's normal!
you dont worry too much okay!
will catch up with you soon!

helen said...

act da same ting occur on me oso..
i feel da same with u..
lagi-lagi da gal is da oni gal in da house..
i never tink i can accept it..
but when my bf told me all these tings..
i not dare 2 combat him since i noe da gal owez alone..little frenz..i cant say anyting even i so care bout it..
her dad passed away few month ago..
mayb oni my bf is da oni tat can help her since both of them stay in da same college..
i doubt tat am i too sellfish??
not rasional??
but i rilli duno wat still i care bout him even i din care bout these ting..
if that's yean peng decision..
dun 'huai yi' him..
he will oni make dis decision if n oni if he's confident with urself..
jus belief n love..
dun worry..is ok de..

~+aiching+~