没有用

谢谢你说的那些话
让我把敝在心里的冤气化作泪水
享受着温热的泪珠夺眶而出
那一刻 心宽了

承受着压力
是我自己放不开
还是我其实没能力去应付
因为不懂得面对
所以选择了逃避

原来自己是如此的不堪一击
没用
天天脑里就是烦烦烦
为了什么而烦
不懂
没有力去想了
旁人只道我胡思乱想
事实是没有人理解我

讨厌你对我说话如此冷淡
讨厌你对我如此冷漠
讨厌我自己去在意你说的话

感觉像在孤岛
了解我的人 你在哪里
保护我的朋友 你在哪里
不了解我的人
给我闭嘴

我的心
很寒冷
很疲惫
很彷徨

很无助

Valentine Celebration 2009

Surprise1 13/2/09

Peng’s buddy messaged me to ask me go to her room. I was wondering what was going on. As she opened her door, I saw a rose on her hand.

my rose

Totally SURPRISED!
I expected receive no flower from Peng this year!!

So coincident, I was thinking about the rose I saw in a stall opposite the monorail station today as I back from KL tower. I thought to have one rose also enough. And my wish really came true. Haha

Surprise 2

Dated with Peng. He said he had planned to go Sunway to celebrate the Valentine. He requested me to bring my jacket,water, camera and wear long pants too. I didn’t figure out anything wrong coz I thought maybe he wanted to bring me to skate.

When I was inside the taxi, he asked the driver to bring us to KL Sentral. I was wondering, why we need to go to KL sentral since our destination is Sunway? So I asked him and he replied, we are going to GENTING!!

Oh my god! I was CHEATED!

I swear I won’t believe not until he showed me the tickets he bought. He planned all this long time ago!

So shock and surprised!

We were heading to Genting for our valentine celebration.

Having KFC as our lunch before departed to Genting.

In the bus and skyway.

In beryl’s chocolate wonderland and received a love balloon from two friendly clowns.

having fun in genting!!HoHOho

Venice Gondola in 1st world hotel

Having dinner in 上海天
上海蟹王拉面，京鸭拉面，上海灌汤小笼包。

outside First World Hotel while looking for the bus terminal.

Having a night walk in outdoor theme park.

say bye bye to Genting loo...

And we went home by 9pm.

Assignment @ KL tower

Have you ever thinking of one day your stupid assignment will need you to go far away just to get some info?

This time because of our assignment, we went to KL Tower just to get the plan of telecommunication.

Walking from the don’t-know-what shopping mall, to explore the way up to KL tower( we have no idea where is KL tower), and climb all the way up(it is located on a hill), asking the people where to get the plan.

I never knew I can walk for so many distances.

After that we decided to go back to college, and the nearest monorail station is Raja Chulan. We went back empty hand.

Gaining experience??

No idea at all.

Busy ! Busy ! Extremely BUSY!!

What a busy February.

Phew~~

Oops...should be....what a busy sem..

Bitter comes after sweetness..I get it...There is not thing much to do in January...At least before CNY...But deep in my heart I know...a DiSaster is waiting for me... That's why so long I haven't update my blog.

Paiseh.

Here it comes.

1st..There is NO WATER SUPPLY in my college especially in my block!!!Till today also

Terrified and frustrated!!

IP assignment-5 tasks in the assignment which almost due every 2 weeks together with a presentation after all the tasks submit as a whole. In the same time, we totally have no idea what is it.

BS assignment- Find a high rise building and get the plan of telecomunication. I know UM has this plan and ask the lecturer whether we can use that place as case study or not. And he said no.But other group use that place as case study and he said yes to them. WHAT THE h*!! Due day on 2nd of March.

Economic- Assignment given today but not yet know when to due. Group members not yet soft.

Law and measurement- assignments not yet given but coming soon.

Sad..T.T

Pray -> I can get group members that DO work. Some( u know who I mean) of them either don't do their part or just simply do it. Copy paste also U edit it first la! Copy paste the whole webpage for me for what?! Still dare say us not good?! We burn the midnight oil do the assignments and some even didn't sleep.What were u doing then?!

-> I can obtain the details of the assignments and plans easily. Gosh!! We need to go out of campus to ask the developer or contractor or others to teach us how to do the assignments. What do the lecturers do??

-> I can have enough sleep. I don't want to be panda.

Still have the "frenster12" to run. Ngam ngam drop on this month. "bek chek" already!!!

CHECKMATE lo..

All the best to myself la.

and pray more for me too.