bye bye 2009

还好还好，还来得及在2009年结束前在这哩留言哦。

各位新年快乐哦。


Bought myself something for the coming CNY.
-a padini T shirt
-a voir white short
-a voir black short
-a black and white dress
-a voir jean
-a soda shirt
-a hush puppies t shirt(from dear)
-a handbag from online shop(i feel not like the saqme that i saw from website but I dislike it)


New year new wishes haha:
-a set of majolica marjoca make up
-dye my hair into red(but my mum sure objecty this for sure)
-a set of skinfood things
-a set of the faceshop nail colour
-carlo rino handbag(totally just a dream right now as I am only a student)
and hopefully get myself a pair of sporty shoes from B.U.M. equipment

Haha...just making wishes...coz my purse is crying now..

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!

♥ Fly awAy with Me ♥

So so so so Long I didn't update my blog..

I think it is time to update it tonight..before my holiday going to start next week..which means u need to wait a long time to see me hanging here...hoho

Noticing my blog is quite emo recently..

Or I being too emo...

Not much on my recently activities..

So so so...

Going to update about myself..

Having exam these few weeks..
And I have an affair with my notes and books for few weeks already until my mind is saturated..

Never felt like so hardworking before...

I would wake up 7.30am in the morning to study and slept only after 1am..

Thought not everyday, but feel surprise I did it.

Today my whole classmates(chinese) took photo where UM put 2009 board

took picture with it before the board changed to 2010

One more thing, I am going to Genting AGAIN next mon after exam..

Anyway, I can't wait to go home..

HAven't been at home for almost 2 months...

And start trying plan my holiday..HoHO

Please please please wish me all the best for my exam..

Only one more to go on *winks*

♥ Fly awAy with Me ♥

人

超级讨厌所谓的人际关系！
你看某某对你好，你以为是真心的吗？
现在这个社会有多少个人是那出真诚待人？

你看某甲和某乙那么要好，
可是却有可能其中一方有益于另一方而已
有些人很自以为是
以为自己很厉害交际
殊不知我却看到那些虚假的样子
讨厌恭维的人

很多很多的人
实在是狗嘴里长不出象牙来
句句话象箭一样
顶过来
而且是很多事情只会讲人不会讲自己
厌倦这样的人

太多太多无谓的人
有些人今天和你做朋友
未必明天他还想和你做朋友
可能他会觉得你和他不配
呸！
这种人以为他们是什么货色？

还有某丙
我和你沟通不到了
快被你的言语气死了

是我不幸遇到这类人
还是其实是我在自艾自怨
其实说到底
最烂的人是我？



♥ Fly awAy with Me ♥

原来

原来
我可以这么小器
原来
我可以这么欠扁
原来
我可以这么蛮不讲理
原来
我可以这么不甘心
原来
我可以这么霸道
原来
我可以这么在乎

原来
我不喜欢和别人分享我的东西
哪怕什么理由
就是不可以
原来
我可以那么自私

原来
我是那么在乎
你说过的每一句话
你做过的每一件事
原来
和我讲一套做一套的人
是你
却还要搬完大条道理
挂在嘴边
好像和错
永远扯不上关系
好像
是我不够体谅你

原来
最不在乎我的感受的人
是你
原来
我就是那个必须谅解你的人
而你
却可以不用理会我的感想
同时责备我的人

原来
荷尔蒙失调了
原来
我可以这么讨厌我自己
原来
恐怖的人
是我



♥ Fly awAy with Me ♥

一波未平 一波又起

这回真的要骂粗话了！！！

怎么这么衰？
走什么运了？？！

明天presentation
还想说要祈求顺顺利利
XX
竟然告诉我poster还没有print出来？
大哥
明天11点就present了啦！
赶不赶得及啊？

怎么你们就是可以这么放心？
怎么好象就只有我那么多虑？
这个assignment你们也有份的hor
可不可以关心下？？
拜托啦！




一波未平一波又起
真的是。。。
明天又要早点去做准备
可是那么早谁来載我
恰好组员的摩托车又坏了
真的是倒霉到。。。
因为不想打扰人家
只好一个人走路去

真的是。。唉

好衰的一天
快快结束吧
不能顶了

♥ Fly awAy with Me ♥

朋友以上 恋人未满

有一种朋友
你知道
你们不会成为男女朋友
你们的感情
可以像男女朋友那么要好
或者
只差几步
就是恋爱的阶段
可是
你并没有那么做
或许双方都有意
或许只是单方的芳心暗许
或许各自都有着一个伴侣
可是
你们就是不会到那个阶段
也许你知道
如果到了那个阶段
彼此的感情可能不同了
但是伤心快乐都会陪伴你
这样的关系
很纯很朴素
朋友以上 恋人未满



♥ Fly awAy with Me ♥

My deAr bIrthDaY celebration with Me

A few days before his birthday, i had secretly made a chocolate cheese cake for him. This is a no baked cake which means u just need to freeze the ingredient together without baking it in an oven. 1st time made a cheese cake.

On that night before his birthday, I cheated him tha I'll cook mee for him as his birthday celebration. And he believed.Muahaha. When he came up, he was so shocked to see me holding a cake.I think he is surprise as he never thought that I made the cake myself, again.

I write the words myself.**so proud**haha.

On his birthday night, we went to O sushi for dinner. The food there is quite nice and and the price is quite fair. You can try it next time.

my tempura rice

soft shell crab





his unagi set..I forgot to snap his food until he almost finished




Lastly, HaPPy Birthday to Him.(grinning)

♥ Fly awAy with Me ♥

心 。 像

心 。像
一根拉紧的橡皮筋
随便再拉下
不费吹灰之力
就会断

心 。像

一个膨胀的气球

随便一根针

刺个洞

气球就会破

片体鳞伤

心 。像
一个脆弱的玻璃
随便放下手
跌在地上
就会破掉
变成千千万万的碎片

心 。像

一支没有点着的蜡烛

在黑暗的空间里

没有灯光

看不到前方的路

盲目的寻找

它要的安全感

♥ Fly awAy with Me ♥

三部曲

原来怀念是一种回忆，希望是一种折腾，思念是一种心酸。
（我在facebook post过了）

话说：
我的那三个housemates（不是coursemate）好吵，尤其是有一个。超大声的PA system。 我举白旗了。。。每次她在就是这样吵的。炒菜也可以把地上弄到油油。我们在客厅的坐在椅子上都可以用椅子“溜冰”了。随便动一下我就滑走了。（不夸张）可以省回溜冰钱了。

今天无聊事：
无端端怎么跑去sepang gold coast?无端端怎么跑去看showhouse?
我们不是很多很多assignment要赶么？我觉得我没有学到什么喔。


此时此刻：
好累好累。做不到功课，读不到书。

想睡了。想回家了。


♥ Fly awAy with Me ♥

带我走

消沉当中是不是该握着酒杯, 望着它发愁？？没有啦，我不喝酒的。只是戏里都是这样做，很想看看是不是可以所谓的“一醉解千愁”？

感觉没有真心的朋友。至少在这里我找不到。
没有一个真正可以让我倾诉的对象，就算他也不例外。也许他看到会生气，可是我真的没有那么喜欢和他诉苦。

原来要学vampire diaries里的女主角，写日记。她总是这样开始，dear diary。。

dear diary..
I feel so lonely and empty
i may look happy and cheerful all the time
but my heart is crying
I cry for loneliness
I cry for my fragibility
I angry that I am so weak to bear this
I may speak something wrong
but u are the only one that wil forgive me
I am so scare to stay in this world
I am too scare to be myself
I desperate for the true happiness
But I am too shy to ask
Dear diary
I am too tired to hold on

和女主角不同的是，我是blogging. 原来我是那么害怕，在喧哗中，我的心是孤独的。

原来今天的我可以这么低落。

还好有你陪我

改

忽然忽然

好想改变我写文章的方式

忽然忽然

很想改变自己

不要去在意别人怎么看我

我还是我自己

做好自己

改变自己那懦弱的想法

还是我自己

你你你

看什么看

我在这里

叫你

我不要那么在乎你和你和他的看法了

去管你自己吧

twilight saga: New Moon

I am going to watch this SOON.
Fans of it, don't miss it.





20.11.09

See u in cinema

KLCC AGAIN ! MANHATTAN AGAIN !!

We planned to go to Seoul Garden to have our lunch after class. I thought there were only few of us to go. BUt inthe end, more than half of the class were following. And you what, the restaurant closed when we arrived!

So we were very tired and hungry, no wanting to walk anymore. Even Midvalley is that closed, non of us were willing to board a bus again to there. In the end, we decided to go to a place where LRT can fetch us to since we were at one of the LRT station-> Kerinchi. KLCC was chosen in such a way.

ANd AGAIN! My coursemates wanna eat Manhattan Fish Market. The total expenses on the food can exhange to 100 of McD RM5.95 sets of 600 nuggets. Oh, QS are really big spenders! Plus they always say wanna keep fit. No no, I don't think we will success if continue to eat like this.

Hanging around in KLCC, finding spot for photo taking, and QS are really a gang of ss group. We can take picture in LRT, street and everyway and we don't care how people looked at us as if we were freak.HAha. We went back before 4pm to avoid the terrible traffic jam in LRT.Opps, we were trying to avoid ourselves from being sardines.

090909

A very special day had just gone..

Not much to say coz I ended my 090909 on doing revision as Friday will be having a test. Oh ya..and doing assignment too. Another presentation next week before I went back for raya breaks. 2 weeks long ya,haha.

Today dear went to Cheras Pasar Malam. But I didn't follow as I had class. But he da bao for me some supper, laksa, egg tart, popiah,sushi handroll..Hmm..i gonna get fat. :(

He bought me the cute cartoon cookies as my 090909 present. Thought not expensive, but I precious them.

Happy 090909

Yan's Trip to KL

So here she is, Yan arrived KL at 5.oopm, which was much earlier than I expected. And here I go to fetch her with my dear and we were trapped in the terrible traffic jam right in the city. In conclusion, she had to waited for me in the KFC opposite Pudu. Thanks to little cloud and her friend for waiting her.Haha.

After fetching her, we went to a restaurant named KIM Fong Kee if not mistaken to have our dinner. We planned to back later as the traffic was not smooth.

Here we ordered Hokkien fried, which was not delicious as we expected, and also claypot lo shu fen and cantonise fried. These two were very delicious.

The following day, we went to KLCC and accidentally discovered a beautiful garden outside KLCC.A new spot for photo taking too. Muahaha.

kind of water cooler.

me and yan

peng and I
Picture with KLCC as our background and it looks fantastic.

siiting on the garden bench.

with the dolphin as the background.

Pool for children age below 12 years old.

I planned to have our lunch at time square but I was very hungry that time. In the end, we had chosen Manhattan Fish Market. I thought the food in this restaurant will not sound good but beyond my expectation, all the food were just too delicious and even the drinks were so yummy.

Tropical Breeze.

creamy corn soup

the sauces given.

king salmon set. I bet you will not stop eating the salmon once u bite it.

this is a sharing set with fish fillet, prawn with cheese and mayonnaise topping(which was flamed by the waiter in front of us),fried sotong, fried mussels, chips(damn delicious) and also garlic rice . This set is served for 2-3people.

Yan looked at the food happily.

pretend to steal some food.
"Stop taking photo. I want to eat already!"

After the meal, which cause three of us were so full,we decided to move to Time Square. Nothing much to say about time square as we shopping there.

Yan wanna go to her sis hostel at night. We met her sis and had our dinner in Gasoline Restaurant.

All the food we ordered.

The food there were nice but the service was very bad. Anyway, it's time to say bye bye after the dinner.

Time does pass very fast and so here we end the day. Miss her so much.

p/s for more pictures log into my facebook.

寻找。平衡点

忽然决定去sunway溜冰了。

其实一开始只是包着去玩的态度罢了，当然最后也只是为了消遣。但，当在溜冰的过程中，真的可以领悟到什么。

本人是不会溜冰的。第一次穿上溜冰鞋，在第一次站起来时，我要寻找平衡点平衡我自己。这，不困难。但是如果要你一直保持平衡走着去冰地呢？有点难吧？ 当我真正站在冰地时，忽然有种念头，是害怕。不敢不想跨出第一步，不想懂我的脚，手一直紧紧握着旁边的围墙。 眼巴巴看着其他不会溜冰的朋友“走”得比我远时，我终于小心翼翼的“走”了。

终于慢慢领悟出一点点的技术来溜冰时，忽然，滑倒了！ 虽然痛，可那时的感觉却很爽。忽然心中不再那么害怕，原来跌倒并不可怕。 原来很多事情要跌倒了才学会。虽然最后没有成功学会溜冰，但很开心有这个体验。

后来一伙人去吃了日本餐。钱包又穿大洞了，不管了，今天阔出去了! 享受！

QS senior junior trip at Port Dickson 09-part 2

So sorry that I had postposed my Port Dickson trip till now.
This is the part 2 of the posting.

Thanks to the bus driver for willing to pick us girls who lives outside the hostel.After picking us, we showed the bus driver the exact way to each college in UM.

Lots of food and utensil were brought to the bus as we decided to prepare the meals by ourselves. There's gonna be a long waited BBQ that night. The bus driver was so nice that he prepared a movie to play it during the journey, the movie is "seventeen again". It is indeep quite a nice movie.

After we had our lunch in the apartment, our first station game started.After a few games, we changed the venue of the game to beach.

It is my first time to lay on the beach, and have sands all over my body. Mark you, the sea at Port Dickson is damn dirty, plus it is dangerous if you want to walk into the sea as there might has glass under the sea. My friend accidentally stepped on the glass.

BBQ as our dinner. Self-service.Lots of food were prepared include chicken wings, chicken breast meat,hotdog, corn, potatoes, sweet potatoes, crabsticks,sotong and prawn ball and etc. I had no idea why the fire there took me about an hour to grill a chicken breast pieces. It was so hot to stand beside the fire and I was full not because I ate much, but because of I drank too much of water. In the end, I end up with some of my friends to go up to the apartment, switched on the microwave and put the food we wanted to eat into the microwave and heated them. At the meantime while waiting, we switched on the air con and also the TV, watched the Stephen Chow's movie's Journey to the west.

After the BBQ section,we had our photo taking section. Actually every second also became our photo taking section. We had red bean soup as supper. After the supper there was a sharing section between juniors and seniors.

Having sandwiches as our breakfast, we tidied up the apartment for the owner. Before we left, we had our very last photo taking.

Quite a nice trip, and thanks to my coursemates that helped to success it.

QS senior junior trip at Port Dickson 09-part 1

This is a tradition for our course..A tradition for senior and junior trip so that they can interact.

So this year we had chosen Port Dickson.

here's the swimming pool of the apartment we lived
the beach.Tell u what, the beach at PD is damn dirty and the water is black in colour.

Another view from the apartment. Ugly view.

I love the challets on the sea.

I took the pic when I first enter the room.

oi na and me...ss-ing

took a pic after i bathe..keke

opps..PD

the swimming pool of the opposite hotel

Stay tuned..This is just part 1...will be right back